Once
her eyes closed, he glanced over at the bassinet and slipped out of the room, leaving the
door ajar. Beth looked up immediately. “Is she . . . “
“She’s
asleep. Is Katy still with Frohike?”
“Yes. Kevin was just here, he’s gone to get
her.”
Mulder
nodded.
“Mulder,
you okay?”
He
shrugged, and turned back toward her room. Beth
started to speak again, but decided to hold off. He
was consumed with guilt and there was nothing she could say that would help right now.
He
returned to her room. She hadn’t moved. He glanced again over at the baby sleeping
near her, but couldn’t make himself approach him.
Instead he took his seat beside her again.
It
wasn’t long before he heard a tap on the door. Kevin
stuck his head in. Mulder motioned for him to
stay quiet and to come on in.
He
entered with Katy in his arms. Her hands were
pressed over her mouth, but her eyes were dancing.
“Hi
Precious.” Mulder whispered as he took
her into his own arms. “Mommy’s
sleeping.”
Katy
was pointing toward the bassinet. Mulder took
a deep breath and took her over to see the baby. While
they looked at him, Beth came in to check on her patients.
Katy
was smiling and very gently touched the baby’s face.
“Baby.”
Kevin
leaned over and looked at the infant too. “That’s
your brother, Katy.” She touched him
again and smiled over at Kevin.
“Katy,
you need to go on with Kevin. Mommy and
I’ll be home to tuck you in.”
“Mulder,”
Beth spoke up then. “I want Dana to stay here tonight.”
Mulder
glanced quickly down at Scully. Kevin reached
for Katy. “Beth?” She shook her head slightly. “Katy, why don’t you go over to Grandma
and Granddad’s tonight?”
“No,
Keban.”
“What?”
“It’s
okay Mulder. I’ll take her home. I can sleep on the couch. Don’t worry about her.”
“Yeah,
okay. I’ll talk to you later.”
“Katy,
give your Mom a kiss and let’s go home.” Kevin
held her as she leaned over and placed a wet kiss on Scully’s cheek. Scully barely stirred. Kevin exchanged a quick glance with Beth and left
with Katy.
“What!”
“I’m
sure she’ll be fine, Mulder, but she’s running a slight fever.”
“A
fever.” He stepped even closer and
touched her face. It was warm. “Why?
“There
could be several . . . the birth was in a non-sterile environment, we don’t know how
long before the birth that her water broke . . . Mulder, I’m sure - “
“What
can you do for her?”
“I’ll
try to keep her fever down with cool cloths. Right
now I don’t want to give her anything, she is nursing.”
“Forget
about the nursing.” He didn’t even
look over at the baby.
“Mulder
- “
“She’s
what’s important.” Beth stepped
back at the intensity of his voice. Rather
than comment, she dampened a cloth and placed it on Scully’s forehead.
He
started to protest, but the door opened again. “Fox? Is she awake?”
“Maggie. Come on in.”
He turned toward his mother-in-law and her smile faded.
“What’s
wrong? The baby - “
He’s,
uh, he’s fine.” Mulder motioned
toward the bassinet.
“Then
. . . “ Maggie looked over at Beth.
“Dana’s
running a slight fever. The birth was . . .
traumatic.”
“What? What happened?”
“Krycek
happened.” Mulder spoke through gritted
teeth. “He took her while she was in
labor, she delivered alone, in that shack outside of - “
“Fox! Alone? Oh
god.”
“Maggie,
calm down. I’ve checked her, she’s
talked to us, nursed the baby.”
That
seemed to relax Maggie a little.
“Mulder,
she thinks Krycek saved her, saved us all.” Beth
looked over at Mulder.
He
turned away from Beth then, and touched Scully’s face again. Maggie looked between the two, clearly puzzled. She made the decision not to ask any more
questions right now. Instead she moved over
to the baby.
“Oh
Fox, he’s beautiful.”
Mulder
didn’t look up from Scully’s face. Maggie
looked over at Beth disturbed at his attitude. Beth
shrugged.
“Fox,
I don’t want to wake her, but tell her I was here and I’ll check back in a
little while. Where’s Katy?”
“Kevin
has her.”
“Okay. If you want me to sit with Dana - “
“I’ll
be here.”
Beth
followed Maggie out of the room. “What’s
wrong?” Maggie turned to her as soon as
they were out of hearing distance.
“He’s
. . . he feels terribly guilty about not being there for her.”
“But
if Alex took her - “
“She’s
grateful to Krycek. She thinks by taking her,
he saved our community. She says he killed
the man and woman who came for him. He might
be dead as well.”
“Why
is Fox acting that way about his son?”
“He
. . . he seems to resent the baby . . . maybe for the pain she endured. Mulder found her, apparently just minutes after
she delivered. He heard her scream; he had to
deliver the afterbirth. She passed out in his
arms when he brought her in.”
“Oh
my god. But he . . . he can’t blame the
baby?”
“I
don’t know what he’s thinking. This
fever isn’t helping any.”
Maggie
sighed, “The fever . . . “
“It’s
not the virus. Like I said it could be trauma
induced. I want to keep her here until it
breaks.”
Maggie
nodded, “I’ll go tell Walter and the family what’s going on. Do you have anyone here to run for you?”
“No. Do you think Mary would mind if Will or Sam slept
here?”
“I’m
sure she won’t mind. I’ll send one
of them over. What about MJ?”
“Frohike
will bring him over in a little while to nurse. Don’t
worry about him.”
Maggie
squeezed her hand and let herself out of the clinic.
Beth looked back over at Dana’s room and shut her eyes, marshalling her
strength.
*****
Mulder
sat beside her bed in that place between awake and asleep.
His hand rested on hers.
He was startled into full wakefulness when she suddenly became restless. “Mul . . . Mulder?”
“I’m
right here Scully.” She didn’t hear
him, moving in the bed, as though searching for something.
“Scully, wake up.”
Her
free hand moved to her stomach. “Baby. Mulder’s baby.”
“Scully,
the baby’s fine. Save your
strength.”
“Mulder’s
son . . . where . . . “
Mulder
glanced over at the door as Beth entered. She
hurried to the bed to check her temperature. “Baby
. . . “
“Mulder,
get the baby. Bring him over here. She’s not contagious.”
He
looked at Beth for a moment.
“Mulder,
she’s searching for the baby.”
“My
son.”
“Yes
. . . Mulder, he’s Scully’s son too.”
He
looked up at her startled.
“She
needs the baby, your baby Mulder. Get him.”
He
moved away from her then, though he was loath to release her hand. He gathered the baby into his arms, though not
against his chest as he had always held Katy. The
baby squirmed at the sudden change, but didn’t cry out, just watching his
father’s face.
“Scully,
the baby’s right here. He’s okay. Can you hear me?" He started to place the child on the bed beside
her, but her agitation grew suddenly and she flailed her arms. He pulled the baby back instinctively protecting
him and found him cradled against his chest. He
looked down and saw that instead of being disturbed by all of the movement, the baby was
completely relaxed and even closing his eyes, safe in his father's arms.
Scully's
child - the child she had carried and delivered at such risk. His arms tightened around the baby.
"Mulder
. . . “ but her restlessness eased and, as Beth watched, her fever broke, drenching
her body.
Beth
stood there, stunned. The fever had broken
when Mulder accepted the baby. She'd
witnessed it, though she had no proof. It
could have been a coincidence, but . . . She loved Melvin and she knew he loved her. They were a family, and MJ was the light of both
of their lives, but these two . . . their love, their relationship - it was, it was
spooky.
After
a moment, she got her voice back, "Mulder, her fever's broken. I think she's going to be fine. Help me change her."
He
nodded and returned the child to his bed, caressing his head softly. He and Beth changed her gown and bedding. When they had her settled again, she opened her
eyes.
"Mulder?"
"Right
here. And the baby's fine. Don't worry."
"I
feel so weak."
"You
had a fever, Dana." Beth spoke quietly. "It broke and I think you're going to be
fine. Why don't you try to get some more
sleep?"
"Doesn't
he need to be fed again?"
"He
hasn't complained. We'll wake you when he
does."
She
nodded and let her eyes slide closed, reaching for Mulder's hand.
*****
When
she woke it was to the sight of Mulder holding the baby, the most earnest expression on
Mulder's face.
"Hi."
He
looked up at her and smiled. "Hi, how do
you feel?"
She
took a minute, obviously checking herself out, "Better. He's got to be hungry now."
"I'd
say so. He still hasn't complained, but what
breathing male Mulder could ever refuse a Scully breast?"
She
laughed lightly and held the baby as Mulder arranged the pillows behind her, then brought
the baby to her breast. After he was settled,
she looked back up at Mulder.
"I
feel like I interrupted some major male bonding. What
were you guys talking about?"
"Well,
you know guys don't want to tell their mothers everything, but . . . I was telling him
that he shouldn't rush women, you know, he should have taken a little more time, like we
did."
"You
wanted me to be in labor for seven years?" Her
eyebrow rose, but she couldn't keep the amusement from her eyes.
"Hey,
half of that was your fault. I was ready in
Oregon when you came in the room and did the strip tease for me."
"Strip
tease, huh?"
"Yeah. I knew you wanted me then, but I'm not that kind
of guy."
"Right. Don't talk to my son any more."
He
laughed out loud then, and the baby let go and turned to look at him.
That
shocked Scully, her mouth falling open. "What
. . . what else did you talk about?"
"Just
sports." He continued on in the light
vein, for some reason this show of dexterity didn't surprise him.
"Basketball?"
"Baseball. He's a little short." He ran a finger tenderly over the baby's arm.
"That
probably won't last. Not with you for a
father." She changed sides and looked up
at Mulder again. "When can we get out of
here? I want to see my baby girl."
"Oh,
she was here last night. She met her little
brother and seemed to like him."
"Did
she stay with Mom and Walter?"
"I
don't think so. She was after Kevin to stay
at our place."
Scully
smiled, "She's going to be devastated when he meets the right woman."
Mulder
nodded, but his mind wasn't on it. "I'll
get Beth. I don't want you to leave until she
gives the okay."
Scully
didn't bother to disagree. He wouldn't listen
anyway.
*****
She
lost on how to get home as well, finally submitting to being carried. It embarrassed her, but it wasn't worth a fight. And she knew he was still very upset about her
being alone when . . .
Scully
smiled when her mother opened the door. “Dana? Are you - “
“I’m
good Mom.” Mulder placed her gently on
her feet. “My husband however, needs
therapy.”
“Yeah,
massage therapy.” He pretended to rub
his back and she turned to glare at him. He
mock cringed and moved behind a laughing Maggie.
Walter
shook his head and moved over to Scully. “So
this is the lump you’ve been carrying around all these months.”
“This
is him.” She placed the baby in his
arms. She saw how comfortably he held him;
having three grandchildren in a little under three years had worked wonders on the
man’s ability to handle infants. “Walter,
I’d like you to meet Walter Fox Alexander Mulder.”
Walter’s
head snapped up. Had she said Walter?
“He’s
named after three of the most important men in our lives.”
Walter
looked over at Maggie, whose eyes were suspiciously wet.
“Did you know about this?”
“I
knew about most of it.” She decided not
to comment on the Alexander part. Maggie
moved over and put her arm around him.
There
was a light tap at the door as it opened to let Mary and Charlie in. “Look, they’re pawing each other again. Sheesh!”
He looked over at his mother who swatted at him. He turned to Scully, then, “I hear you
decided on the do-it-yourself route this time.”
Scully
glared at him. “Why are you in such a
good mood and are you ready to leave yet?”
“Children
. . . “ Maggie’s tone was warning.
Mulder
just leaned back against the counter, watching this, feeling such a part of it. Scully had added so much to his life; but, she
needed to be resting. She’d get after
him. He smiled at the thought.
“What?” Scully looked over at him. “Are you
going to make some crack now?”
“Who
me? Actually, you do need to lie down.”
"I
don't want Katy to see me in bed again. I'm
not sick and she needs to know that." That
eyebrow showed she had no intention of backing down.
He
frowned but decided to give a little on that point.
Kevin brought Katy home shortly and she ran to her mother and climbed up
into her lap before Mulder could stop her.
Scully's
look stopped him. "Hi Baby Doll. Did you get to meet your little brother?" Scully unwrapped him and Mulder watched as his two
special women checked out the tiny boy. He
looked over at Kevin and they grinned at each other.
“Butter!”
Scully
looked over at Kevin, who shrugged. “It’s
as close as we could get to brother.”
Mulder
chuckled and put his hand on Kevin’s shoulder, "I'm going to make her some tea,
want anything?"
"No,
thanks. You guys need to be a family for a
little while. If you need anything, let me
know."
Mulder
nodded and moved toward the kitchen. The
others drifted off shortly, leaving dinner to be warmed when they got hungry.
*****
Both
of the children were asleep and Scully had started for the bedroom to get ready for bed
herself when they heard the knock at the door. Mulder
looked over at her and at her nod moved to answer it.
"Kelly?" He stepped back to let her in.
Scully
moved back into the living room. "Kelly,
are you okay?"
Kelly
smoothed the fabric over her own protruding stomach.
"Uh, yeah. I was . . . I
was wondering if, if you've heard from Alex since, since . . . "
"Have
a seat Kelly. Can we get you anything?"
Kelly
shook her head. Mulder's expression was
clear, he didn't want this interruption now. He
wanted Scully to be in bed and resting.
"No,
I don't . . . Alex hasn't been home. I'm
worried about him."
"Kelly,
I haven't seen Alex since he left me at the . . . the shack, to lead the people after him
away from me."
"Do
you think they hurt him?" Scully looked
over at Mulder and Kelly saw the exchange. "You
do." Her breath got shallow. "Is he . . . is Alex dead?"
Mulder
moved over closer to Kelly. "Look, we
don't know and we have no reason to believe he is. I
didn't . . . I wasn't involved in the search today, but I'll check into it first thing
tomorrow. I need you to try to relax tonight. Krycek can take care of himself, he has for years. If he's lying low, it's because he has a very well
honed survival instinct. He wouldn't want you
to worry. You know that."
Kelly
nodded and took a deep breath. "I
shouldn't have bothered you tonight. I'm
sorry. Is . . . is the baby okay?" She looked over at Scully.
"Yes,
he's fine. And you need to make sure your
baby is too. Let Mulder lead the search for
him tomorrow. Okay? Do you have anyone that could stay with you
tonight?"
"I'll
be okay. I'm not afraid to stay at our place
alone."
Scully
nodded, they had always been pretty safe here. They
were even more so thanks to Krycek. "Why
don't you come back in the morning? You can
help me with the kids, keep your mind occupied."
Mulder
looked over at her in surprise, but Scully ignored him.
"Are
you serious?"
"Of
course I am. And you'll need the practice for
your own in a few months."
Kelly
glanced over at Mulder and then back at Scully. "Yeah,
I'd like that, if you're sure."
"I
am. Mulder's going to walk you home, but I'll
see you in the morning.
Again
Mulder's expression showed surprise, but he managed to hide it before Kelly turned. "I can get home okay."
"It's
dark, Kelly and the ground is uneven. Let
Mulder see you home."
"Kelly,
she's right. It's no problem."
After
a moment Kelly nodded and stood. Mulder
leaned over and gave Scully a kiss. "Go
on to bed, I'll be right back."
She
nodded and let Mulder help her to her own feet. "Goodnight
Kelly."
"Goodnight,
and thanks."
Scully
nodded and watched them leave the house. Mulder
turned back to look at her one more time, then pulled the door closed.
*****
Mulder
came home around lunchtime and was relieved to find the three members of his family asleep
and Kelly washing dishes in the kitchen.
“Hi,
everyone doing okay?”
“Yes. Babies are a lot of work.”
He
grinned, “yeah, but worth it.”
“Are
you ready for your lunch? I can dish it
up.” Kelly moved toward the stove.
“Has
Scully eaten?”
“Yes,
after she nursed the baby.”
He
nodded and moved into the kitchen with Kelly. “How
about you? Have you eaten?”
“I’m
not really hungry.”
“You
know you have to eat now.”
“You
sound like Dana.” She smiled faintly at
him.
“I
should, she’s been training me for over a decade now.”
“About
time you noticed.” He turned as he heard
Scully’s voice. She came on into the
living room to join them.
“Did
I wake you?” He moved toward her and put
his arms around her.
“I
knew you were here, but I’m not sure I heard you.
Come on Kelly. Sit and eat,
then Mulder can tell us what he found.”
“I
don’t think I can - “ She looked over at Scully’s face and subsided. Mulder took the bowls from her and filled them
himself, first one for her, then one for him.
She
did manage to eat some and when Scully nodded, she leaned back and turned toward Mulder. “Please.”
“Kelly,
he may be in hiding. We found two body shaped
burns in the weeds, damn close to the shack where . . . The acid ate into the vegetation,
but there was no blood at the site. Not even
much sign of a struggle. He got them,
that’s obvious, but there’s no evidence he was injured in the process. I’m thinking he’s scouting around to
make sure no one else was with them.”
“Really?”
“From
what I saw, and knowing Krycek’s ability to keep turning up, that’s what I
think.”
Kelly
turned to Scully, “And you? What do you
feel about it?”
Mulder
watched Scully struggle with the question. People
were asking her things like this more and more often.
She was totally uncomfortable that people now seemed to see her as some sort
of psychic.
“Kelly,
I can’t say that he’s dead. I
don’t know where he is though. I knew
the other two . . . I knew that he had killed them but I can’t feel him.”
Mulder
glanced over at her at those words. Feel him? Did she feel others in the community? They hadn’t talked about this; she was
uncomfortable about it and he hadn’t pressed.
Kelly
sighed and nodded. "I'll let you guys
visit. Mary said she'd be by with supper
later."
"There's
no need -"
"Thanks
Kelly." Mulder interrupted and Kelly
rose from her seat at the table.
They
watched her leave, then Scully turned to Mulder. "I'm
fine, I don't need people bringing meals in."
He
ignored that, "You don't feel Krycek?" She blushed then.
"Come on Scully, you feel him?"
"I
feel everyone here now." She wouldn't
face him then. "It started out knowing
things, like the babies, but it's because I feel them.
I said you didn't wake me when you came in, and you didn't, but I was aware
of you here. You're the strongest, I feel you
with every breath, then the children, and then everyone else to some degree or the
other."
"Why
didn't you say something?"
"Because
I don't want to believe it."
He
chuckled then, "Now that sounds like the Scully I've loved all these years."
"Mulder,
do you think I'm crazy?"
"Never. Scully, you're the only person anyone knows that's
survived the virus. You're immunity, through
the vaccine, has created a way to save humanity. I
believe anything you say to me."
She
didn't look at him; only reaching out for his hand.
He took it and she clutched at him. "I
don't want this."
"It'll
be okay Scully."
She
sighed and nodded. He believed her, that was
the most important thing. She had held this
back from him and that had been a mistake. Sharing
it with him didn't make it go away, but it did make it bearable.
"Go
back to work Mulder. We're fine and I promise
to rest while the kids are asleep. Okay?"
He
smiled and leaned over to kiss her gently. "I
won't be late."
"When
are you ever?"
He
smiled then and kissed her again, then forced himself back to work.
*****
He,
Skinner and Kevin were in his office when they heard the door burst open. Skinner and Mulder had their guns out even as they
rose. They were both startled as Todd and
Anne appeared in the door.
"You're
alive." Anne was staring at Mulder, her
hand to her throat.
"Yeah,
what's going on? We weren't expecting you
back for a couple of weeks."
"Where's
Krycek?" This from Todd.
"We
don't know. He's missing. What's going on?"
"Is
Scully okay?"
"She
was an hour ago."
"Is
she alone?" Todd was already moving
toward the door.
"Not
for long." Mulder met him at the door. "What's going on?"
"I'll
head on over." Kevin moved past them,
stopping at his desk to get his own gun.
Mulder
nodded, "I'm right behind you."
"Mama
Ruth said he was going to kill a man and a woman. Anne
and I were afraid it was you and Scully."
"Mama
Ruth?"
"Look
it's a long story, but you're safe and now you've been warned."
"Krycek
did kill a man and a woman. He did it to save
Scully, they had come to get him and he didn't want them to know . . . to know about Katy
and Walt."
"Walt? Dana had the baby?" Anne clutched Todd's arm.
Mulder
nodded, smiling. "It sounds like we have
a lot of information to share. Why don't you
guys go get cleaned up and get some rest? Then
come over to our place for dinner. Walter,
you and Maggie should join us too."
Skinner
nodded.
"I
would love a bath. Come on, Todd."
That
was the most Skinner or Mulder had ever heard from Anne, and her self-confidence was
startling. Todd nodded and followed her out
after a quick hug for Skinner.
"I
guess it wasn't a mistake to pair those two."
Skinner
grinned and nodded.
"I'm
heading home. I don't think Krycek is a
danger right now, but - "
"But
you'd use any excuse to spend time with your family."
Mulder
grinned and nodded, self consciously holstering his gun.
*****
"That
was a wonderful meal, ladies." Skinner
leaned back, "Leave the dishes and we'll take care of them after we talk. I want to hear about this Mama Ruth."
The
group settled around the living room. Mulder
had just seated Scully when they heard Walt demand attention. "May I get him?" Anne started to rise.
"Of
course. And could you bring that shawl on the
bed?"
Anne
returned with the baby and exchanged glances with Todd.
A blind man could have seen what passed between them and Mulder started to
make a comment before Scully kicked him in the shin.
"Ow!"
Everyone
turned to look at him. "Why don't you
tell us about Mama Ruth." Scully looked
at Todd as she adjusted the shawl and began nursing Walt.
*****
When
he finished Todd leaned back and put his arm around Anne.
"Did I forget anything?"
Anne
shook her head, "No, I think that's everything."
"Mulder,
do you remember this woman?" Scully
looked up at him.
Mulder
shook his head, "I'm trying to remember a case, but - "
"She
said she never got to meet you, she only saw you once.
You must have made a hell of an impression."
Mulder
looked uncomfortable at that and Scully took his hand.
"You say she asked about creating the vaccine?" Scully decided to change the subject.
"Yes. She knew we had come from Mulder before we even
opened our mouths. We hadn't mentioned your
names, we never did at any of our stops."
"We
know that Anne. I'm pleased that she wanted
the information."
"She
assured us that she would send people out to continue with the vaccine. The only personal question she asked was if 'that
pretty redhead he loved so much was with him'."
Anne smiled as she watched Mulder look over at Scully and their son.
"Yeah,
she is."
"It's
getting late, I'm sure Scully would like to go on to bed while we clean up the kitchen,
but Anne and I do have one request. Mama
Ruth, she performed the ceremony, marrying us."
"Anne! That's wonderful!" Maggie hugged this woman who had become another
daughter to her.
The
couple accepted congratulations all around. "Thanks,
but, but we were wondering if, Mulder if you would give us your blessing as well. It would seem more . . . "
Mulder
looked up stunned, then looked over at Scully who nodded.
"Of, of course if you want it."
"Yes." Maggie spoke up then, "We need to celebrate
your joining as we did with Walter and I. Fox
can bless you then, and everyone can welcome you home."
The
women were all talking at once then. Mulder,
Walter and Todd moved over to the table and began taking up the dishes and food. They were finished before the women had completed
their discussion.
"Come
on Maggie. You can finish this up tomorrow. Let's let these young people all get some
rest."
"Of
course, I'm sorry. Dana, go on to bed, I'll
come by in the morning to see if you need anything."
"Thanks
Mom, love you." She took Mulder's hand
to help her to her feet. She stepped over and
gave Anne a hug. "I'm so glad you're
home safe and so moved that you were worried about us."
Anne
nodded and returned her hug, then whispered, "Dana,
Mama Ruth said, she said I was still able to have children. She, she said I was going to have five. Do you, do you . . . "
Scully
looked deep into her eyes for a moment, "Yes. Yes,
I see it. And maybe sooner than you
think."
Anne's
eyes gleamed and she nodded gratefully.
Scully
was asleep before Mulder got to bed. He lay
down beside her carefully and smiled as she automatically moved into his arms, not waking.
Her
agitation a couple of hours later woke him. "Scully? You okay?"
"Our
daughter. Fine . . . not too early."
That
woke him up completely. Another child? They'd agreed not to have more, but . . .
"The fish! The fish could save us."
What
the hell? Had . . . had she said fish? She was relaxed again and hadn't awakened. She needed the sleep. He could ask about this tomorrow. For now, he just pulled her closer and held her.
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